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The Painters. [9th, February, 2010|04:44 pm]
[Current Mood | sleepy]

 

Finally, like after 3 long months of separation and being away from a1-3, missing out on one another's "HAR?" and "NO!" and "NOTHING~", we met up and headed to timbre, of which i must say heading to timbre on a monday night really isn't a good choice. the ambiance wasn't peak high, and there weren't much people, cept for a group of angmoh's who seemed as if they have slipped into a state of unorthodox nirvana, they were like groaning and shouting and singing loudly, resulting in regina swearing at them. Haha, i must say, the entire scene was funny, much like a comic strip starring gina as the agonist and them as the optimist. 
Anyways, nothing much changed, sam is still as bimbo as everrrrrrrrr POUTS. and gina is still as deaf as ever and im still as retarded towards them as ever. All's good. heh. Hawaiian and Pepperoni were like the highlights of the night, oh not to forget, falling lychees and constant whines too. We didn't talk much,  but sure did camwhored alot (with a dslr , ouch my aching arms). Im kinda lazy to put photos up here, but if you're a friend of mine, you wouldve seen them on facebooksie. Aaannnddd all 3 of us have gotten a dslr! awesome stuff. next trip to SAM with them would be a good get together for our canon kamerahs as well. beehee, cannot wait.

oh yes, check out my bra earring! i wanted to wear the underwear one as well, but im like lacking of earholes or something along those lines. i don't want the majority of the earrings on my ear to be dominated by poka dots! 


shi cute de lorrrrrrrrrz.

Oh, sam took this photo and i took a pic of her ear too and she went "OMG WE HAVE THE SAME EAR!!!" 


sighh, :)
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(no subject) [3rd, February, 2010|04:19 pm]
 Feel like making a messenger bag for myself, since it's so hard to find one outside. Not even pasarmalam has what I want. very infuriating to me. more reasons to stay at home.

and ohmygahhhhhhhhhhh sunday is the day to meet "MOMD" and no, i haven't run or anything. fat pig
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(no subject) [3rd, February, 2010|02:19 am]
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okaye, i never thought that guys entering NS would actually occupy such much space in my head for so many days. no, scratch that, more like such little space, but just over a long period of time. so georgey porgey is in today, technically yesterday - 2nd feb, and no, zicko, him and I have YET to met up, with a ginormous gap of 3 years. On the up side, we're still in contact - how amazing is that? Pretty amazing, I must say. Known G for like 5 years (omgah) and zicko for like 4 and it hasn't been any much of a waste. I rmber in '07, both of them were telling me that if they retained, they will go poly, liars. Anyway, not much of a diff, they repeated year 1, and me in year 2. I guess the fun days for camp pinn gang were so over then. Just waiting for such moments to be relived. (oh no don't tell me another 2 years lor) And booney is out! "ORD LOH!"  Huhu is in london, where he claims that HOT CHICKS are everywhere. I shall pray that he won't get STD, and that he will remain faithful to zhenzhuxiaojie. Amen. Okay yes, i miss playing rugby with them. I know i know, i should kill myself for not treasuring times when huhu was still in SG, and only to mourn after he left for like close to a month. Imma horrible friend. TSK. And eddy, EDDY LEH? WHERE ARE YOU HUH? and so many more?!?! I DIDN'T MEAN FOR THIS TO HAPPEN WHEN I WISHED THAT EVERYBODY WOULD JUST DISAPPEAR, i only wanted certain people, not YOU GUYS. :S 

Ok actually, i think i had something idealistic to blog about, but thoughts flew sky high into the midnight sky with all the stars and clouds and the sole moon mother, watching down on me like i'm some amnesic kiddo with degenerating braincells. (its been awhile since i last came up with such brainless and mindscrewing sentences) and no, the topic wasn't about on guys entering NS,  it was supposed to be a subset of something else.

Maybe i don't really have anything to talk about afterall, i'm just like ranting on and on like a headless chicken, thinking about choices i have made today and the happy grocery shopping time i had with my parents over at the oh-so-neighbourhood-friendly 24 hours Fairprice. I bought a couple of rubbish - like Honey Mustard and Mayo Lite for future salad dressings - ala later in the late afternoon. Once again, I have so many things in mind to get, but im just lazy, real lazy to get my fat cellulite ass outta the main door and into the streets filled with people. Maybe I should post poned my outing with yours truly tmr, and spend another well deserving breaktime with myself, again. Although not all of you think its actually well deserving for i have been spending way too much time with myself to the extent that any week longer without meeting people would result in me being diagnosed with severe autism - which i wouldnt be surprised, at all. On the other hand, i think i have ADHD - Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder. okaye maybe not the hyperactivity part since im fairly lethargic with activities - unless sports you're talking about. 

oh yes, mom has relented and agreed to rugby! i couldn't be more than over the moon over this matter that i was brooding over for the couple of weeks - as well as the fact that it actually clashes with about-to-be-there cellgroups on either tues/wed, that will commence straight after CNY as i do not wish to attend something and then disappear from the face of the earth and kthxbye to everyone, you know? But okay, everything seems pleasing right now. I can't wait for 15s. Really really cannot wait.

Although the downside is that both the church and club is heading to tasik and perth respectively in June, and KOTA TINGGI and BKK in the beginning of april. Gah, i shall brood over this at a later date - tentatively this week or something. babooshba. But everything sounds fine at ze moment, with nothing crashing with 15s, i pray. SIGH. 

So much for nothing to blog about. At this very moment, i feel like i could continue typing extravagantly. But no, i'm out to try out some unorthodox stuff right after this. and then some very orthodox stuff right after the unorthodox doings. HAHA! 

Ive never really said this directly before, and I hate to admit this, But i really do have ALOT of bitchy friends. Itz okayz, i still love them for their overrated bitchiness. It's your imperfections that make you so flawless, and soo attractive. :) (OKAY, I WILL NEVER USE THIS PHRASE AGAIN)
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(no subject) [28th, January, 2010|08:16 pm]
 okayz so this was what i was doing while cooping at home and i must say, i kinda enjoyed it. haha. 

 
i painted my light switch... HAHA! therapeutic too!
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(no subject) [27th, January, 2010|02:51 pm]
[Current Mood | cheerful]

 i don't know why there's this sense of erupting joy within myself that drove me to go see debdeb's profile and leaving her a wall msg. hahaha. i like this sense of joy within me and this impromptu actions that i'm about to do. i think this joy came about after i filled up the holes in my wall. now, i have a rather perfect piece of wall - feeling/texture wise, but color wise, it's abit off white due to the paint. BUT ITS OKAYYYYYYY. when im done with CNY and all, i think i might wanna paint my room this color! sorta aquamarine - but it really makes me happy., which reminds me, that i should change my nail polish to that color! haha! 


we had similar specs and cca windbreaks. we took art, and were under the same teacher. haha! oh oh, we even had the same hair length + texture! cool or what!? this was taken while we were filming chronicles of deb and nette. chronicles indeed.
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massive blogposting these few days. very geud. [25th, January, 2010|03:54 pm]
[Current Mood | calm]
[Current Music |family affair - mary j blige]



i really like them alot. i wish i knew them in real life ;) love canada and victoria meilin! 
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Lacuna [24th, January, 2010|05:00 pm]
it's really rare to be home on such an afternoon. doubling the rareness of being home on a sunday, not rugbying, going for chalets or playing soccer or basketball. i miss slacking sundays.

sundays used to hold a significant importance to me. because one once told me that sundays should be spent just like how we spent it, and only the both of us should spend it this way. now that we're out of that system, slacking sundays goes really well. maybe not really slacking, but you know, doing things that you oughta do like room-clearing and realising what you lack in life - like a camera lens or something like that and you have too much in life - like paints and coloring materials, but NO paper to color and paint. -.-

for the sake of wanting more wall-space in my room, and wanting to hang up jiabao's cork-board (after certain editing here and there teebeehee) and my mother's constant nagging that the post it infested wall should be removed, i finally took the sticky papers down, reveal a plain white wall which is not really my kinda thing, seriously. it looks boring. i told my mother about my plans to repaint the room in a brighter color and she said "white is the brightest" resulting in my reply of "and boringest and clinic-ky" and she then said "just nice for messy people like you" k thx mom.

i rescrewed the cupboard door that seem to be falling off since 2 years ago, which reflected me practising procrastination, taking things for granted, laziness (sloth - of which i wonder how is my beloved son doing while serving the nation. our ever failing meetups that never ever came through as i have not seen a single photo of him being botak and all.), avoidance and everything negative. i found so many things that i never knew existed. i found so many things that i did halfway. i found so many things that didn't belong to me as well. haha. you know, like pens, liquid papers that we would conveniently take from people in school - and not return them because ahya friend what + short term memory wasn't really helping. except if you borrow things from jiabao, SHE WILL HUNT YA IM TELLING YA!

amazing how its really true that your room is a simple reflection of oneself, especially so if you spend like your two-thirds of a day in it. 

i'm intending to get an easel, a couple of mini canvases and some brushes from daiso and prolly saga city - the next time i head to church.
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(no subject) [23rd, January, 2010|12:21 am]
this feeling of supposed animosity, strange yet familiar. 
unwanted, yet needed.

how strange.
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(no subject) [21st, January, 2010|03:46 am]
[Current Mood | gloomy]

 
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i think i look damn stupid crying infront of the comp, but srsly. who gives a shit anyway [21st, January, 2010|02:30 am]
its easy for them to say because they've been through everything, had their fair share of life - including the good and the bad, thus concluding that those are actually not right and bad for us. they went through it. but not us. barely a quarter of a century old, many things to explore, to realise, to experience and to feel. and probably after exploring, realizing and feeling, i, too would come to a conclusion that what i went through wasn't good and that youths should not follow. because hey, i went through it and had my share of the pie, too. 

hi i miss touching you on the field. it scares me that i have the thought of giving you up, but i realise that without you, life ain't very fulfilling either. we're all gonna die anyway, its the process that matters. the process of the progress of you and me and hopefully you and me and Him. please don't be such a hard egg to crack. i have enough problems of you in my mind already. why do you have to be so attractive, you're just made of rubber. i hate that i like you. if i had to retrace, i hate that i went to JC and i hate that i was born fat and i took you up because i wanted to lose weight. i hate that you made me know so many people that i have come to love till date. i hate that you make me like you so much. i hate you. 

i find that capitalising You bridges a distance between me and You. i regretted backsliding. if i didn't backslided for the past few years, i would have been more inclined to you and prolly make a wiser decision in the selections of CCA and such a phase would have been replaced with probably something less painful. i hate that whenever it comes to you, i can't express myself properly through speech even though i have a million things to tell you. i hate that i fell for you so fast. i hate that im so greedy and i want the best of both worlds. i love it when you are always in my mind. you're my best friend. i love that you've brought so much joy. i wish that i could really hug you. 

i wish i could tell you what i have been thinking for the past few months. don't worry, you occupied my thoughts pretty much on a daily basis. such things now between us is good, its really awesome. because its better to burn out, then to fade away.
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